Thanks Lynne, much appreciated.
So today went well… I swerved the hot cross buns in the co op and managed to suppress the naughty thoughts that kept cropping up about how I didn’t really need to do 800, maybe I should do 5-2 and eat “normally” (aka stupidly) today…
I’ve done it though. Just finished my cabbage and fish dinner, it was delicious. Hunger really is the best sauce, although I can’t honestly say the hunger is too bad at this point.
I have never really stopped eating after dinner before, unless I’ve been away from home, except on one or two occasions when my nerve held. So tonight is the test, if I can do this now I know I can take control.
I’ve noticed I’m hopping up out of my chair a lot more than usual today, and getting through chores that I would normally sit and avoid.
Here’s the strange thing – I KNOW I will fail. This time It’s different though – this time I’ll fail, then start succeeding again straight away. Failure is not the end, it’s a pitfall that I can climb out of. It suddenly doesn’t seem so scary!