Hi everybody – a while since I checked in – hope you are continuing on the healthy road
Mary – we’re definitely twins! – about the same age as you and most of my leisure time involves sewing, knitting reading! Need to get up off my bum! Lovely to hear your back story. I’m a firm believer that our weight is a symptom rather than a result – and you seem to have a lot to contend with. But what I love about you is that you still come acreoss as a very positive and ‘glass half full’ person.
EC – sorry to hear your bad news – hope things get better -but see my previous point about how things affect us – so go easy on yourself. Definitely coming to visit you – sounds gorgeous – one of my cousins lives in Melbourne and she’s always going about me visiting her – haven’t it yet! Life takes over!
Lee – well done on your weight loss! Very inspiring!
Snoop – welcome – I’ll be honest – I’ve been lurking since early last year and aside from a few comments on other threads this was the only one that has encouraged me to ‘come out’ – ha ha – Thanks Liz!
Liz – love your take on life! I would never think to mention ‘having a scratch’ – laugh out loud! And brill control –
So here’s my latest sheming and planning on ‘losing weight’. The back story is that I put on a lot of weight trying to be perfect on an 8 week stunt. When I slipped up , that would be it till the following Saturday (my weigh day) when I would endeavor to start another perfect 8 weeks. This nonsense has been prevailing since the beginning of the year! And a weight gain that I can’t even comprehend. So annoyed with myself!
So here’s my thoughts. Life ain’t perfect, always going to be temptations, events, hiccups. Although I did a perfect 8 weeks last year and lost 22 pounds it deludes me now. Maybe I’m just sick of my whole life being about losing weight – born a fat baby and fighting it ever since. Going to be 60 next year. I have to crack this before then. I have 18 months to lose the weight get fit and walk the GrandCanyon. I really really want to do this and so much else – but I won’t because I am so damn fat and unfit.
I received my diary from Amazon today – Begins July 2017and ends August 2018. Page a- day. A5 size.The cover states ‘Never put off till tomorrow what you can do today.’ The plan is to take one day at a time – there is no yesterday and no tomorrow. I intend to plan tomorrows food and exercise and things I need to do. Even I can do this for one day only! The rest of the page I intend to write something when i feel the urge to go off piste. Because, in the moment, we can justify anything to ourselves! The start of the slippery self (and slope). Nice timing – July 1st is a Saturday – my week start and weigh day and the start of the 2017-2018 diary. It’s Karma! Meant to be! See the games I play! If July 1st is a disaster , that’ll be it with the diary and the next 18 months – no – I jest. I want to make this work! Till Saturday – gradually cut the carbs and cals, get the sugar out my system and hit the ground running.
I want to commit – and I always find it helpful where others are coming from – so here’s my stats at the moment.
Height – 5’0″ – Weight – 15 stones 3(4)pounds – lowest weight I ever achieved was 10 stones 10 pounds in 2012 (started out at 16 stones) Last year I got to 12 stones 10 pounds by November after loosely following Fast 800 (was 16 stones when I started 8 weeks last year – so thankfully I haven’t regained it all). So near and yet so far!
Started last Saturday – not perfect but not too bad – aim to be ‘good as gold’ from the 1st and forgive myself if I slip up and ‘confess’ in my diary. After all – tomorow is a new day! And NO BINGEING! That’s me shouting at myself.
Didn’t mean to write all this – more as confirmation to myself and if if anybody thinks it’s a ‘fabulous idea’ then I’m happy you have been inspired. We’re in this together sisters!
Good luck everybody! Good health awaits us!
Ihopei’mgoingtobedumptynomoresoon!