Hi there and welcome!
It might be your body ridding itself of all those carb-toxins and fighting you every step of the way, making you feel like only those sweets and grains can make you feel good again. It’s a mind and body game and those carbs are STRONG persuaders! I bet you’re stronger, though! In fact, I know you are or you wouldn’t be here! You’re on the right track to a phenomenal life with your partner!
There are many wiser and more experienced folks than myself but my experience (and I’ve only just started Week 4 so I’m really not that experience, at all) was that the first two weeks were undeniably awful. I was hungry beyond words, to the point where my kitty’s strong muscular hind leg began to feel like like a chicken or a turkey leg to me and would make me salivate, craving sweets (but, truly, all carbs) beyond measure, was super weak and unbelievably crabby. There were days where I was sure I was going to give up and just couldn’t feel those feelings anymore. I wanted to give up so badly! What helped me, and I got the idea from someone in this forum but I can’t remember who, was to google pictures of T2D patients with severe foot problems who were either awaiting amputation or very close to it. I got started because I was diagnosed T2D in October 2016 so those pictures helped me stay on track, as much as I hated every gosh darn minute of those first two weeks. On the first day of Week 3, it was like a light switched and I experienced my very own miracle because my hunger disappeared, my strength returned, and my mood made leaps and bounds to the sunny side.
Now, into Week 4, I’m never hungry and always have energy which has made me want to walk more and move more. It’s been amazing. And now, I just looked at the clock, and my first 24 hour fast (ok, pseudo-fast because I had some tea and broth) ended 15 minutes ago and I didn’t even realize it. For a foodie by nature and a trying-to-be-former carb addict by choice (I mean, by the choices I alone made for myself!), that’s kind of mind-blowing! I’m prepared for the carb addiction battle to be waged in my mind in some way or other every day so I’m not surprised when it happens and I’m overjoyed when I get to the end of the day and realize I haven’t thought about it once. Of course, that day hasn’t come yet but that doesn’t mean I’ve lost hope that it ever will. I’ve only just begun this trip……my goal is that within a year, I’ll have experienced at least one day where I didn’t secretly (or not so secretly) dreamed about a Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Blizzard from Dairy Queen.
Stay strong and be kind to yourself…..you can do this! WE can do this 🙂 . There are so many people in this community willing to reach out a hand or a hug to help in every way possible!
Lisa