Hi all,
I was chatting to a woman on the bus, i introduced her to the website, so a big hello to her.
Yes, i agree it isnt easy.
The first day or two my enthusiasm took over and i sailed through.
Then , when that run out, it was soooo easy for me to give up. So i broke everything down into smaller steps.
800 cals. No way!, so i tried 2000. Then 1500. Then. 1200. Then 1000. Sat there for a little while then down to 800.
If i went over 800 i didnt beat myself up. I just said my size 10 dress will not be bought on a tuesday it will be a wednesday, i have postphoned it by 24 hours.
Carbs 50 grams. No way!
So i did little steps. I did without carbs for one meal a day, then two, then all day.
Exercise , no way!
So i walked around the living room during the tv commercial breaks, then a little further etc.
I dont have the will power alone, nor the stamina. I cant do this for me, but if it is for anyone else, i am here 110%!
Crazy, i know.
Also, i didnt say 8 weeks.
I said this morning, or this afternoon, i will ease up on the eating and move a bit.
I did hit walls, all the time, everybody seems to want to feed me up even though i was the size of a house!
They were killing me with love.
So i got sneeky, sweets and chocolate i would put in my pocket, then dump them on some kid or someones desk and run!
When i said no for the umpteenth time to a sandwich / piece of cake etc.
I said, oh look! What is that out of your window.
The food peddlers were so nosey they would run to the window !
I would then leave the room and go for a tinkle.
This gave me time to regroup and come back with a different subject for conversation, new mats in loo, nice curtains in hall. Anything, ANYTHING to get off the food force situation.
I stopped going to burger king, mcdonalds, kfc, etc.
I find a tiny cafe run by oensioners who made delicious home made soup. So for a treat i would go there.
Yes, i did eat chips, but they felt stodgy further into the diet.
Crisps just tasted of a ton of salt.
Fish and chips, i could see the oil swiming in the bottom of the paper wrapper so that put me off before i started.
I got wrestless hands.
Didnt know what to do with myslef if i didnt have food in my hands.
So i took up crafts and puddle bashing!
I kept all exercise light hearted.
Bat and ball
Skittles
Hoola hoop
You know, the stuff kids 50 years a go would play with.
I even enjoyed jumping into tiny puddles in the street like a kid.
I went to the gym. That was scary. It took a lot of guts.
I kept my eyes shut a lot.
Then one day a skinny person spoke to me. They explained how to get more out of an exercise. The correct form.
They didnt judge me.
They treated me like, well a gym buddy.
That gave me confidence. And i never looked back.
So, here are my true feelings, my failings. My.. i couldnt cope with the steps in the diet so i broke it down.
Hope this helps.
Love lucia
Xxxx