Oh Kazzi, 48 hours? I’m speechless! Not nice to tease us with the
results on the scale, however 🙂 I’m very impatient for Sat. to arrive
when you reveal all. If you forget, I’ll be out looking for you!
Thank you for your thoughtful words about Mother. I’d like to
believe that she knows, too. I certainly felt her presence when
OH was in the hospital in March. The hospital and Drs we choose
to use are 1 1/2 hrs from home, so I made the very poor decision
to stay at crazy sister’s house, just 10 min. away. I brought my
favorite picture of Mother with me to give me strength, and set it
on my night table. Day 13 into the hospitalization my sister threw
me out of the house, and locked me out of my room. All my clothing
was thrown in a wrinkled heap outside my door, and when I was
able to get back in (thanks to her husband) I found that she had
stripped my bed and confiscated my photograph. What was my
crime, you may ask? “Disrupted her life by waking the dog at
3:30am” when I got up to get some fresh air to try and manage a
panic attack. Have you ever seen anyone in the midst of a full
out narcissistic rage? Imagine someone with arms akimbo, face
contorted, screeching what a selfish bitch you are. My definition
of toxic and bat shit crazy 🙂 Probably a good case study for the
psychiatric journals under “Narcissistic Personality Disorder”
as well. Well, I wasn’t planning on divulging this episode of what
happened while O/H was literally fighting for his life on 2 separate
occasions during a 3 wk hospitalization, but it’s what we do here,
isn’t it? 🙂 I spent the next 9 days sleeping in a chair in the Cardiac
Care Unit, no shower, no clean clothes, no sleep, no wine, etc.
Thank you lots for telling us all about your profession. In terms
of responsibilities, it doesn’t sound too much different than my
being a PA for a group of surgeons, wearing 10 hats at one time,
feet never touching the ground all day long. However, that was
30 years ago and I was much younger then! My hat is off to you
for being able to keep up the pace. Doing this for 48 hours without
any food is a marvel.
Next week when you’re off I hope you will share all that you’ve
been learning about autophagy and cell replacement. I’m so glad
that I reminded you to get your books out of the Amazon cart!
See you later, my sweet 🙂
Allie
xoxoxo