Welcome Miss Muffet and you really have come to the right place. You are also so right that there never is a perfect time. We have to live and heal ourselves at the same time . There are so many success stories of reversing T2 diabetes and/or losing lots of weight. The only thing I found, especially with the recipe book, is that a hard copy is much easier to refer to as time goes on. I downloaded the BSD Diet book but then bought the hard copy from Amazon because it’s so much easier to refer to, and then I just bought a copy of the recipe book rather than the kindle version.
There are so many posters here who can answer any question you have, no matter how obscure, just be sure to keep posting it really helps. Good luck and enjoy your journey.