Hi, so into the bathroom I went, no it’s okay to read on, nothing unpleasant , except for me.
Have I lost four or five stone since Saturday? Nope, I have put 1/4 on !!!!!???!!! 😮
Now I can do two things.
A. Stuff my face with chocolate, to comfort myself with the shame of it all. All that effort OMG.
B. It is only a tiny amount, but look back at my blogs , I have self taught some huge lessons.
So, I went into the kitchen ( after getting washed and dressed – no streaking here) and had an apple with one large tablespoon blob of full fat Greek yoghurt.
I have just finished lunch, pork and salad. Two slices of lean roast pork, 75 Grams, one celery stick, one spring onion, and three big leaves of iceberg lettuce.
Tonight it will be chicken or fish with sprouts and broccoli.
I am happy that , this is all I want to eat. I am not starving, and this is big lesson in itself. I am saving £5 each week doing this myself ( not going to ww or sw. )
I am not perfect, I did mutter a few naughty words, but I am not typing them here, that was to my scales.
So onwards and upwards as they say.
How did you get over your bad times? Were you able to cope, or did you do more damage?
Don’t get me wrong, if a large bar of fruit and nut had of walked into the bathroom at that point, maybe the outcome would be different. But all that stuff is two miles away from my home, at the supermarket.
Stay positive, stay together, and we will all get through this.
Love Lucia xxx
Just going for a sulk now …..