thank you so much Rozy and Julia for your kind support also,
it hardly seems possible that others would actually think of me and wonder how I am doing
even though I do that for others
needless to say I am struggling to fight the need to binge tonight
some things have occurred in rl to make me NEED food and it is so so hard not to
so far all I have had after my chicken salad and fruit/yog – is a glass of milk and 4 peanuts
now on the tea
and think I will possibly drown in my attempts to drink away my need to eat!!
scared, as I so badly don’t want to put weight back on again but I am pretty sure it will happen in the next few days (if not tonight)