Violinist, good morning my friend,
Yesterday went to bed just before 11pm, after cleaning, washing , ironing, dog sorting etc., was dreading this morning waking up before, on or just after 5am. I woke up early but only by 7 minutes before my alarm kicked off – but at 5.36am. I’m telling you, those 36 minutes did make a difference. Still a bit tired but have a feeling of being more rested. I have an easy day ahead – food wise.
On Thursdays I fast. From the LAST meal I had on Wednesdays until the first meal I have on Fridays. This is my easiest fast. I get tempted on shorter IFs but not on Thursdays. My Thursday fasts are dedications- there is someone very close to me, a couple, who have been together since their late teens. Now 20 years later, married for 5 years and three failed IVFs, they are still waiting for the miracle a lot of us are taking for granted. Both of them successful, have the infrastructure any new parents would be happy to have with family and friends in the vicinity to step in to help and babysit if needed. Everything in place, only one little God’s blessing is missing….
And so my irrelevant ‘suffering’ incomparable to theirs is something that each time I tell myself I should/want/need/desire to eat something I think of them. It’s really funny, the usual 35 hours of this, is not much a problem for me to plough through. I I find it difficult on occasions to get through 16/8 or18/6 IFs .
Today, not being occupied by preparing the food for myself And just carrying on with the packing and cleaning, the day should just whizz by.
Wishing you all the best my friend.
Skinny to be
xx