Hi LucyAB,
Well done with re-starting. You mention will-power in your post. This way of eating may prove that wrong. While being on my BSD journey I’ve discovered that what I thought was my lack of willpower was actually carb addiction – I’ve taken away the simple carbs and have not had any ‘willpower’ issues. I’m in Week 6 and feel well satiated. It’s a steep learning curve. Last week when I felt like chocolate I baked the Guilt Free Brownies (recipe in the book). Other times when I feel like chocolate I make a hot milk and cocoa drink (keeping within 800 cal – some days a little over, some a little under).
Something that I find helpful is mindfulness meditation and exercise (which you’re already doing). I walk. I vary my route so some days have more hills than others. You can find threads on exercise and mindfulness meditation towards the bottom of the forum page.
You mentioned grams of carbs. You may find it helpful to read Bill1954’s thread ‘This has to work for me’. You can find it by clicking on the Welcome to the BSD heading and scrolling down.
When you have time, try and read through the forums because there are many folk who discuss carb gram. It will give you a good overview.
Best wishes LucyAB and keep us all posted on your progress.