Hi,
I need to tell someone
But
I don’t wAnt a fuss, because it was all my fault, my own doing. I was to blame.
So…..
I am not on any meds now.
My doctor and I have now finished our little regular meetings on bad news.
No treatments.
No tests
There you have it.
I am embarrassed to say it has taken me months to repair a lifetime if damage. I am not proud of the damage I did to myself. I knew eating rubbish was wrong.
I knew to ease off at least.
I knew broccoli should be my best friend, but I had a secret affair with cadburys.
Oh Cadbury was strong, handsome, alluring, always there for me, loved me no matter what. He had a certain temperature, not too hot , not too cold, just right. He took me to the wrong side if the tracks. While he was sympathising, he was having his wicked way with my body. I don’t care, as long as I got my fix. I felt cheap but stayed with him because he felt SO good.
I am now building my relationship up with mr broccoli, nice guy, clean living, fit, healthy, slim waist, nice teeth, you know the kind of guy. A head turner but you feel he’s out of your league.
We are taking it one day at a time. He knows my track record, but hasn’t said anything.
I hope he’s there for me in all my tomorrows and not mr sleezy Cadbury.
Please don’t judge me too hard.
Yours ashamidly.
Love Lucia
Xxxxx