Hey NatasaZ – firstly, stop beating yourself up, it’s counterproductive and makes you more likely to say ‘I messed up already, what’s the point in continuing’. We ALL slip up from time to time, secret is to forgive yourself, refocus and get back on track NOW.
It’s really hard to kick sugar if you have been a long time devotee. Some people find the body’s rebellion greater than others. If yours is demanding carbs, it’s hard to say no, but as you progress with your BSD journey, it will get easier.
You didn’t say what you had, but remember you can have a square or two of dark choc on the BSD. Try keeping some permitted snacky things around for times when you crave something extra – nuts, full fat natural yogurt, berries. Sometimes, if I’m craving something sweet (doesn’t often happen now) I’ll have a couple of table spoons of yogurt with quarter teaspoon of honey stirred through it, but soon you will find you rarely have sugar cravings for something sweet. The pallet changes with BSD and eventually the appeal of sugar diminishes drastically.
Good luck with it, I’m sure your will be posting great results soon.