Good luck with your return to work Addee and your sugar addiction.
I am actually still on medication for depression but nothing heavy duty. One of my problems is i hate to ask for help so i had a couple of years which totally went down the tank.
Boredom … been there and now that i am retired it’s worse … because it is tough finding new interests to fill the 10 hours or more that work took up, and i did like my job a lot. Then for the last 4 weeks i’ve had a sinus infection, a cold, and then i fell and hurt my shoulder … basically stuck sitting around the house.
We have a sugar addiction … our drug of choice lets say (cause i can take or leave alcohol) because we have unmet needs and same as everyone else we fill that with something that brings us temporary enjoyment.
I know what some of mine are and i know that when i get upset, angry, feel bad because i inadvertantly hurt someone, some one is mad at me and i feel like i am a bad person … i eat emotionally. So i am working on that with mindfulness stuff (I take the free online Palouse Mindfulness based stress reduction course … and it’s turned me onto other helpful videos). It is helping but if you don’t know the deep whys how can you fix them appropriately.
One thing i’ve learned is to stop blaming ourselves for our coping mechanisms … we are doing the best we can with what we know. But we can try and know more. And stop blaming ourselves at all … sure we make mistakes but who on earth doesn’t.
p.s. I look at sugar now and imagine a big rat on a red box with the word poison on it. Or cancer cells being starved of their favorite food sugar. Or my brain cells having a party when i fee them healthy natural fats instead of sugar which is their kryptonite.
Hey …. every little strategy helps. ๐ ๐ ๐ Some of the online videos are quite humorous. Some are scientific and boring … i just feel like saying OK i will take your word for it.
Lots of love, HUGS ๐