Hi Wendy and everyone!
Perfect, thank you Wendy- so grateful to you 3 for keeping the threads open and going- I don’t mind at all if it is weekly or monthly – I am just happy to have somewhere to come and chat and be accountable- also I reckon, don’t worry if you can’t respond personally to every message, we can all chat amongst ourselves too, totally understand that you are a woman in demand! Also, what a fabulously positive attitude your son has! I could do with taking a leaf out of his book!
I am just struggling to manage all of the childrens’ needs, as well as work and my own needs, especially with my eldest being still really poorly with long covid for 18 months + now….lots of health appts with her, plus my middle has mental health issues, and youngest on another planet with ASD…..my mood was very low and I felt really worn down for a while, but I am coming out the other side I think, having put my foot down about a couple of things and therefore found a little time for myself to fit in exercise usually daily again which I find essential for my own mental, as well as physical, health.
I am hoping to be more on track with eating even though it is December….there will be some Christmas treats of course though. I have STILL not managed to lose my extra 10 lbs or so that I regained…..I guess I will just keep doing my best.
I had a check up at the Drs and my Hba1c is still well within normal limits, yay 😊….however seeing my weight 9 lbs heavier than top of my normal range BMI again, and some of my clothes are all tight (notably around the waist which of course is a bad place to put it!!)…I look fine, not round like when I was 3.5 stone overweight (at 12 and a half stone), but it is not a healthy gain….and so, it is all about health, I really really want to get back to where I was….we have also been trying to tidy and I have made the decision to sell/ give away all of my larger clothes (sizes larger 12s-18), even if they are nice, because I don’t intend to ever go there again- always in the past I have kept all my 6 different sizes (ranging 8-18…..I am 5 ft 0)….but I also made the decision that my size 8 and tiny 10s (that are really size 8) I wore in my teens and early 20s, pre children, are going too, because when I hit target back last winter, there were some that were still so tiny and I don’t plan to lose more than that, and also I think that my shape is just different, with a fuller bust etc too….I was really comfortable with where I got to last winter (9 st 0, size 10-12) and I just need to re-get there (I regained weight over the summer hols and just haven’t lost it again for anyone who hasn’t been following my rambling story!!!)…..
So, 10 lbs to go- I think I will set myself a target date of my birthday again, I always love that as a target- because the previous year I set out to lose 42 lbs in my 42nd year (ages 42 to 43)- and achieved my full weight loss goal of 45 lbs in fact…..so by 15th Feb I will aim to be back to my target weight of 9 st 0 (top of my BMI normal range for my height is 9 st 1)…..
Bring it on!!!!! Just checked, it’s 9.5 weeks away…..should be manageable! Please give me lots of encouragement and stern words if I tell you I have been ridiculously off plan!!
Love to all, Tulip xxxxx