Good morning, and apologies in advance for ruining the positive vibe on this thread.
I’ve been reading through the entire thread, and I’m feeling the positivity, but I’m wondering why I’m the only one who’s incapable of getting back on track after the Christmas period? I enjoyed myself of course but lost my self-control and willpower and just can’t seem to get back.
I am feeling miserable and depressed, watching myself make rubbish food choices, and feeling horrible, and worst of all my prediabetes symptoms are back and I’m worried that I’ve undone all my good work as my weight spirals back up.
I feel so stuck and don’t know what to do.
Every day I commit to starting today, and being “good” and I know I feel better when I’m sticking to the BSD but somehow every day I end up self-sabotaging and then throwing in the towel- if I’ve already had something off plan I may as well have everything. I’m even going into the shops and buying cake and cookies and bread…
I feel like I need some professional help honestly! And on the other hand I know that I can do it; I’ve done it in the past and I can do it again. But I just don’t know what is going to get me there.
Again, sorry for ruining this thread with my woes. I guess I just need to share.
S-g, thanks for all you’ve shared on the thread, I love your honesty its so encouraging. I hope for your sake you manage to get rid of the insulin entirely. And to everyone else, thank you for making up this wonderful thread. I wouldn’t stay sane if I wouldn’t know so many people ARE managing to do this!