Good morning all,
Daily weigh-in: flatline. Nothing gained, nothing lost. A bit disappointing as I only took in 650 kcals and 20g carbs yesterday. Either I’m on a temporary plateau or maybe ironically it wasn’t enough. Damn you, scales! So time to remind myself of my personal non-scale victories (NSVs):
* I am definitely slimmer around the middle and look less like a balloon
* I feel better overall, despite the occasional energy crash
* I’m proud of my willpower in resisting the refined carbs I normally cling to (and I think I am starting to miss them less)
* I think my skin is better (as a result of the higher water intake? And maybe decreased sugar too)
* I’m starting to take more pride in my appearance again, having lost this at my highest weight
* I don’t feel so self-conscious about my size when I step out of the house
* I’m starting to adopt healthier habits overall (lemon water in the morning etc)
* Following on from that, having substituted cigarettes and Diet Coke for carbs in the beginning (I know, I know…) I am now no longer consuming both on a daily basis (which is something I never did before the BSD)
* I haven’t bitten my nails yet either – I gave up the same day I started BSD
* I have stopped fixating on timelines – I have let the ‘I’ll be x weight by x date’ go. It’s not going to work like that for me, clearly
* I have stopped fixating on what feels like an overwhelming goal and am just focused on the next 3kgs (7 lbs) 10% milestone only
* Most of the time I do believe I can get to goal in the end as long as I stick to the path. I’ll get there when I get there. I’m feeling calmer about this now than a few days ago.
Today I am going to re-start my yoga routine. That is my promise to myself. Plus I am considering a hair make-over. I can already see a time when I’m going to feel a lot more social so I have started looking at my ‘skinny’ clothes again and started outfit planning. Superficial I know, but if it gets me through….!
Have a good day everyone.
Sarah