Hi Everyone, I would like to catch the bus again.
For those who do not know me, I was a regular poster on the forum, but hit a bump in the road in June. I caught a virus , I don’t know if it was Covid because I was too ill to have been thinking logically, I wasn’t in a fit state to drive myself to the nearest testing station, 25 minutes away, so I just spent my time between the couch and bathroom. After a few weeks the cough until you vomit period ended, but it was another 5 months before I got back to not struggling out of breath after just a short walk.
I have been feeling sorry for myself, as while I am not back to the start point, I have regained a lot of inches. – What was getting to me was the feeling that after all this time, if I couldn’t go back to slightly higher than keto levels of carbs without blowing up like a balloon I was obviously never going to get to where I wanted my base body shape to be.
I have spent a couple of hours today watching a few short videos from Dr Bikman, and was cheered up by a section on how inflammation causes insulin resistance. It has sort of clicked with me that I am not a failure, and it was the infection which was stronger than anything I could do with eating control.
It would depress me too much to get on the scales at present. – Instead my target for the next couple of weeks is to starting with a week of fat fasting, and then back to logging with fatsecret, I don’t have the lung capacity at present to reliably use a breathalyser to test for ketones.
I think it will be a while before I get back to counting steps, but it does sound like a good idea, I was thinking it would be nice to go back to swimming during my weekly visit to town.