Retrospectively documenting my stats here to keep myself accountable.
R1W1D1 – weighing in at 92 kgs, which at 169 kgs tall puts me firmly in the obese range at 32.2. At 32, I was pretty horrified to find myself here.
R1W2D1 – first weigh in – weight 87.5 – 4.5 kgs lost
This week hasn’t been as challenging as I anticipated. The fact that the weight has come off has made it easy. Day 1 was challenging, but have kept the water up ever since and I’m going ok… Sunday I had high carb intake despite otherwise good – exercise, eating – and had only 0.1 loss, so will make an effort to keep carbs low in future. Best thing has been the fact that this should have been my bad week from a mood point of view (PMDD is a bitch) and I’ve been great! I didn’t even take my usual extra medication. That in itself has been fantastic and incentive enough to keep going. Tempted today to already throw out some of the clothes I want to get rid of when I’m skinny but don’t want to get ahead of myself so I’m just leaving them in a pile to remind myself of how far I’m getting already. Maybe a good ritual for when I hit 80 kgs. Keeping my fingers crossed for another good week and aiming for 3-4 kgs losses again – and definitely hoping to be out of the “obese” range by next Sunday (85 or under). Loving the forums on BSD, but have just been lurking. Such good advice, success stories and empathetic and welcoming people. Serves as good inspiration. Going to focus on plenty of sleep and morning yoga this week to see if I can get that part sorted.
R1W3D1 – weight 88.5 – 1 kg gain this week (3.5 kgs lost in total)
This week has been a bit of a mess. For the first 3 days I didn’t see any weight loss on the scale, and therefore got frustrated and lost focus, snacking on corn chips for two evenings in a row. Though I kept my calories relatively low (although not at 800), the carbs were high and the weight started tracking up with weigh ins of 87.9 and 88.8 two days in a row. This second one was a bit of a shock and kicked me back into gear somewhat, but that didn’t even last long – and I treated the end of the week as a bit of a write off, even eating bread. I tried to make mostly on plan choices for most of the week, but weighed in finally at 88.5 this morning. Really it could have been much worse. Going to get back on track today and aim to be under 85 by this time next week.
Also, exercise this week was quite minimal. Some days with higher steps but really only exercise was teaching a yoga class. Really need to fix up this routine if I’m to make progress over the long term. I need to actually remind myself that this is for the long term, and that not seeing progress for a couple of days doesn’t mean I just chuck it in. I need to work out how to keep myself focused on this. And I need to find an alternative low calorie lunch to a protein shake.
Positives – I did fit into a couple of pairs of pants that I wasn’t fitting into. This week has given me the kick up the bum I needed to get me under that magical 85 kg threshold by end of next week. Fingers crossed.
R1W4D1 – weight 86.1 kgs – 2.4 kgs this week (5.9 kgs in total)
And I’m back on the wagon. This week was disciplined and surprise, surprise, I saw progress as a result. Didn’t hit the magical 85 kgs but may have something to do with the bloating that delightfully joins me at this time of the month. Aiming for a 3 kgs + loss next week to get me on target for my 12 kg loss in 5 weeks. When it works this diet really is easy. When progress on the scales stalls I really lose interest pretty quickly, so I need to make sure I’m creating opportunities for other non-scale victories – measurements, clothes, weights, distance / fitness. OR that I’m prepared to try out other options for hitting my targets – super low carb, fasts, etc.
Speaking off, really need to get on the exercise thing. I barely did anything this week besides a yoga class (albeit a very challenging one) and a walk. Think I’ll start at the local weight lifting gym for next 15 weeks – mostly to build up some more lean muscle. Thinking I’ll do 2 nights and intersperse them with runs around the lake and teaching the odd yoga class, and then will hopefully jump on the 12 week body transformation at the other gym from July on as a I reverse diet to lift the calories back to maintenance. A bit wary of next week as this is when the hormones tend to strike, but will see how I go. Anyway, trying not to plan too far ahead and keep focused.