Thanks for the advice Susanna949, but the magnesium doesn’t work for me. When I started taking metformin my insides changed routine (nicest way I can frame it) and my sister cannot tolerate it at all. It give her terrible wind. It seems that metformin can have adverse gut effects. Another reason for trying to eliminate it from the evening pill routine.
So, chia seeds in my diet every day, no improvement. Porridge, delicious, but no help. Shed loads of veg, apples etc, no help either.
It seems that prunes are my best bet so far.
It will be a week without movement followed by 200 calories of prunes, then two visits from the
Whoosh Fairy in two days. Oh the relief!
Had a ‘bad’ day today. Had toast with a smear of marmalade for breakfast, thinking of Mosley’s advice to enjoy the treat. It was absolutely delicious and the quantity of marmalade was 1/4 of what it would have been in the past.The world did not cave in and the food lasted until lunchtime.
Then tried two level spoons of sugar in my tea this afternoon. Did not taste good. Almost like a sweetener with that bitter after taste. So I think that my craving is about more than just sugar. There seems to be a comfort factor in there too that sweet foods/drinks supplied. I’m suspecting a load of baggage attached to that. I keep remembering as a little girl the treat of bought chocolate cup cakes. The icing was thicker at the edge than in the middle and the cake bit was pretty dry and ordinary. I used to eat just the icing and had major battles with my mother about it. More than once sent to my room for promising to eat the cake as well as the icing and not following through. Never intended to actually! Like I said, baggage. More thinking required methinks.
Sorry for banging on, but helps being able to write this stuff. Better than journalling as being public keeps me more honest. Feel like I’d be betraying the BSD family if I wasn’t.
I haven’t binged though, today. I have not eaten chocolate. I’ve not had any more sweet stuff such as jam or marmalade.
But tomorrow is another day. I will walk to work (as long as it is not raining). I will forgo breakfast and start my day with warm lemon water. I will have miso soup and veg for lunch and make pea soup for dinner with chicken for protein.
Stay strong everyone and ignore my rambling.