So I’m going to be very honest here. I started this a week ish ago and an totally hooked, think its just a fabulous WOE and it worked so well for me.
Then the kids broke up from school, hubby gets his first non weekend days off since xmas and bank holiday happens.
I think I’m all clever and will be able to do 800kcals a day and allow myself one glass of gin per night . That used to work on wrought watchers, right??
What a hard lesson to learn. I have came off the wagon so spectacularly it hurts. I had 1 gin and all my inhibitions went. It started off with a few squares of dark chocolate and some cheese. The next day 2 gin and nuts and crisps… And chocolate. And more cheese… Then today a family bbq and i ate like a carb monster. All rules were off. Like i daren’t even list it.
I can’t undue what’s happened but i refused to drink alcohol tonight as clearly right now i can’t manage that and weight loss and will power. So tomorrow there is no alcohol and I’m goibg to my mum’s for a family do.
I rang up and requested dry chicken tikka and salad. I will fast until then as my stomach HURTS its so bloated.
I have tomorrow and Monday off with hubby. Tomorrow’s food is sorted. Monday I’m going to plan a picnic.
So that leaves a week left with the kids off to get through. I have to plan plan and plan. Pre make it so its in the fridge ready to go. My weakness is time with the kids. I’m so busy and out of schedule i need to do this the night before so it doesn’t matter if i have no time.
Now I’m a coward. Should i get weighed tommorow out wait until i have done this a few days again so I’m not upset by what i see?
Thanks for reading. And your support