Hi everyone . Feeling more positive about stuff today following a more sympathetic and attentive meeting with the team who are in charge of care for my friend’s son . It has restored our trust in a system which at times appears dysfunctional and lacking in empathy but I guess they are stretched like many other institutions.
So my yoga teacher didn’t have to totally put me back together today and I wasn’t preoccupied with stuff I had to do . She is brilliant and knows exactly what I need .
It will be a long process but I can relax a bit and let others deal with the situation now .
Amz well done on your fasting ! Indeed it is nothing to fear but you must listen to your body and eat something if you get wobbly as Elle-Mae says . My weekly routine is to do as you did, to fast from Sunday evening until Tuesday lunch time ( if that feels ok) and I agree that reconnecting with the sensation of hunger is key . Otherwise we would chomp all day ! I am so glad you are feeling happier and thinking more of your own needs. Well done on your continuing exercise because I know that helps you too xx
Tulip/ Clare I understand about ‘ eating your feelings too’ but you sound in touch right now so you can recognise the dangers and triggers . It is hard being so busy and stressed though and those moments of weakness when we are a bit fragile can lead to us feeling we ‘deserve ” that treat .. cookie or whatever .That’s good that you had a stand by .
Lauren how are you right now ?
STRESS ……. Hmmmm
I recently discovered pastels and have been using the rare moments lately when I have a bit of time to just start practising drawing with soft pastels . I started with a botanical colouring book and enjoyed that and decided to progress to something slightly more creative . I ‘m pretty cr*p at the moment !!! but I am enjoying practising and the way it is relaxing and satisfying . I have found some books and pre loved decent quality pastels on Vinted ( of course) so I am not spending a fortune while I experiment . I even found a table easel for 10€ !
I think in a previous life I would have reached for the Dairy Crunch in times of stress but I wouldn’t try munching these pastels !!
So just do your best folks , forgive yourself a slight BSD deviation but maybe not let it linger so you lose control and start self sabotaging . Just come on here and shout for help.
Thinking of Sunny and SG who are about to venture on their travels . Thinking too of anyone in the UK caught up in the fuel shortage/delivery crisis . What a mess . That only happens in France when strike action blocks the fuel depots . Strikes are frequent here .
Thanks everyone for your concern by the way . I really appreciate it xx