Hi all
Thank you so much for your kind words earlier and encouragement, I have to say I do feel a bit guilty for having a vent when so many others are struggling but big reciprocal hugs to all. I’m not someone who has a massive group of friends and to be honest the friends I do have are not great at dealing with “fed up” so it’s lovely to have a little village of friends here to reach out to.
I’ve had a bit of a stompy walk round our village and a bit of a cry when I got home and ready to try and pull up my big girl pants and move on.
Goforgoal wowwowwow what amazing results, well done you you must be chuffed to bits. Thank you for the encouragement, I did start on less than 50g of carbs and worked my way down but the tiredness hasn’t really changed – I do suffer with CFS so it’s possible it’s just that but we will see.
SunnyB thank you for the hugs, it’s nice to know I’m not the only one who’s ever struggled with this – sometimes all you read are the positives and that’s great but it does make you feel a little alone to feel like you’re struggling. That’s a good idea to switch up the TRE – I can certainly give that a go, and I think I will up my calories but not carbs for a couple days to see if it helps with the hunger. I’m also going to start taking my iron supplements again – I’d stopped for a while because they exacerbated the constipation I already suffer with on the BSD! Might help if I’m anaemia I guess, which I could be as I’ve had to drop the amount of green veg I was eating due to ultra low carb, and I don’t eat a lot of red meat so could be that. Could of course just be a flare up of CFS due to this stupid covid stress but time will tell, I will go to the GP if I can’t resolve it but I’m always reluctant to – when I was in the process of getting diagnosed with CFS 10-15 years ago (it took that long) I was back and forth all the time to the doctor and bloods were always normal, but I ended up feeling like I was wasting their time, also all the practice nurse would say is “well you are overweight so that’s probably why you’re tired”. Thanks for the bump on the recipe thread, I’ll take a look.
Sunshinegirl (Denise) thank you as well, it’s really hard with the clothes as I am still wearing my old ones but did buy some new in the size below and all are really quite snug which is very weird. Although I am wearing a top today that I’d stopped wearing because it’s quite clingy and made me look 9 months pregnant, and today it’s hanging flat over my tummy so maybe that’s flattened more than I realised. I’ve done my skincare routine tonight!
Thank you WindyJulz, unfortunately I’m not yet at the stage where a bit of something bad either doesn’t appeal (it really really still does!!) or makes me feel ill – I only wish it did then it might not be so tempting!! Good call on the vitamins, I am taking a multivitamin but honestly I don’t think I eat enough veg in such low carbs so I really think I’ll have to up those a little. I’m glad it’s not just me who hasn’t experienced the “buzz!” You didn’t waffle at all, you were being very kind and I appreciate it.
Tulip, I tried to do the very low carb thing because I wanted to try and mix it up a bit and see if I could speed up my loss but it hasn’t really worked or made a difference, but now I’m a bit irrationally scared to up them again in case it causes a sudden balloon in weight – I know I’m being silly, but as I said I am going to up them a bit I think so I can have more veg which might also help with the vitamins.
Ruby, thank you – your trousers story made me laugh – sorry! I remember a few years ago I bought what looked like a beautiful flapper dress for a party on eBay and it would have fit someone 3 ft tall! I did however sell my beautiful wedding shoes on eBay last week so not all bad – except I was so sad to see them go, they were ivory satin t-bars (I love t bars and vintage) with a very low heel but unfortunately I had ankle surgery on a basically knackered ankle two years ago and I just can’t wear heels any more, I could have tried but it was just uncomfortable. Brewer’s Yeast is high in B12 right? I might add a B12 supplement as it helps with iron absorption. I also rattle as I daily take folic acid (getting ready to start a family), multivitamin, green tea extract and psyllium husk tablets, as well as the optifibre and inulin I take in my morning coffee and apple cider vinegar I have in a glass of fizzy water at lunch 😂
Thank you all, you’re great
Lauren xx