Thankyou all of you for your kind words and encouragement, and guess what!! I made a start today. I had the portobello toast with goats cheese and pine nuts, absolutely yum, I drizzled a bit of aged balsamic over the top, I habitually went to go online while eating, or turn on the TV, but today I decided to just mindfully enjoy my food, chewing and savouring every mouthful. Mid morning and I am having a pot of herbal tea, and its so nice, my usual sugary coffee was getting boring to be honest, almost as if my taste buds where sick of the taste of sugar, not saying I wont be craving sugar in a few days! but I feel really optimistic and excited.
Esnecca, you asked me what is in my cupboard, believe it or not I do eat healthily by and large, my biggest downfall is red wine. My cupboard is full of nuts and seeds, dried organic apricots, whole grains, even bee pollen and liquorice powder, spirulina, raw honey, rye flour, and other non wheat refined flours, cocoa nibs, and seaweed, but then I buy french bread eat with lashings of butter, too much cheese, sugar, I eat pasta which bloats me terribly as does ice cream and cake, but I love these foods! and crips, I am on the edge between eating very healthily and have done so in the past and know the benefits very well, but I got myself into a pit over the past few years, never mind though, I have made that start!!! and I’m really pleased. but for the bad foods and wine, just about stopping the full blown benefits. Recently I have cut down on red meat, but still eat some now and then, my freezer is full of fish, some smoked salmon, peas, corn, and there is usually room for processed french stick, ice cream and sorts, I buy puddings often!!!! The problem is sugar addiction isn’t it, someone in the know said that mostly people drink alcohol regularly for a sugar fix too (unknowingly). Well, this is all for today. I will be letting you know how I get on, and thanks again for you much needed feedback.
PS I thought my username was quite positive, I mean I want to BUST my tripplebelly! lol